We spoke this morning about business stuff, about personal stuff, and just to hear each other’s voices.
He was making breakfast . . . at 1130 am, which said he was doing as well as I. He stayed up an hour after we spoke, I was up 2 hours after that.
We’re not doing well. It’s weird and awkward and horrible today. Tomorrow, in training, will be much worse.
When I think of where we are, I have a mix of emotions, in part, because we are in a mix of places.
this is awkward for me really — lol. i just kinda feel like if i can comment to ask you for the password, then i should at least leave a note offering a word of encouragement after reading all the password protected posts……..
i’ll just say to keep a level head, things seem a bit crazy right now. i mean obviously i don’t personally know you or him – but from what i’ve gathered….this alleged ‘break up’ seems like it almost could be manufactured (for lack of a better word) to see what your reaction would be to him REALLY opening up and communicating his honest true feelings with you. just kind of like a ‘feeler’ and i have a feeling that if you stay true to yourself, and what you know (that only YOU can possibly know) about you and your relationship with this man — that things will turn out to be better than they were before for you (with or without him).
No offense, but horseshit. Read “it’s called a breakup because it’s broken” by Greg Behrendt (sp?). MANDATORY reading. Men don’t play these stupid mind games like women do of “Maybe she’ll ‘get’ me if I open up and tell her how I really feel.” Uh, no. Men (even gay men) don’t work that way. And you shouldn’t want someone that would dare play such mind fuck games on you! If it’s not working, it’s not working and high time to move on. Is it you? Is it him? Doesn’t matter. It’s just not working, period. Trust me and get that book – it’s small, not expensive. It’ll make you feel empowered and encouraged. Heal now so the next time you’ll be in a better position to have a better relationship.
Yes, get “It’s Called a Breakup Because It’s Broken” AND “He’s Just Not That Into You.” It will change your life!