Oops.

Going through my head right now is Mary Wilson singing “I’ve got too lovers . . .”
I don’t have two lovers exactly, but I am now officially romantically involved with two different men. I was having sex before with BFD as I was starting to date LP, but BFD and I have romantically reconciled, [...]

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Bizarre.

Well, this is bizarre.
On a whim, around 7 pm, I invited LP to a benefit to which I was just invited (plus one) by a client this afternoon.  It’s LP’s kind of event and he is the perfect date for it.  He was my first choice, though we’ve been apart for a month and I am [...]

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Heartbroken (LP) — Update

I follow his ex/wife on twitter, anonymously, as I have multiple accounts and one not connected to this blog or to my real stuff.

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The Party 2

He called an hour later to say that he would pay for my cabs, and that I should definitely go without him.
I went to Whole Foods to pick up something to bring and a bottle of champagne and then went with HN to the party.
The party itself was great.  It is always interesting to be [...]

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The Party 1

Background: BFD and I are integrally involved in a fitness activity that’s rather outable. He is the reason I got involved and that I met a whole new group of people. He is the standard-bearer for it and widely beloved. He also throws lots of money into it and lots of time thinking about how [...]

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Weirdly Happy and Moving On. Again.

There are lots of things going wrong right now — romance, finis, your chance, finis, those ants that invaded my pants, finis — but, I am weirdly happy.
I have pms, I have stress and pressure, I am overworked, I am still relatively broke, and I could list all of the things that are wrong, and, [...]

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A Bad Workout

Last night, I hit a barbecue, drank cocktails, ate a ton of food, so this morning, I was anxious to hit the trail and work it off.
It was cold and damp, but I knew if I laced up and headed out, I would feel better.
The trail, which runs through a big park, relaxes me. [...]

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My Ugly Truth

The past two days have been a whirlwind and an emotional rollercoaster. I have still not fully processed everything and I still have things seared into my memory and other little moments are bubbling up to the surface.
In addition to the emotional upheaval and drama with BFD, I have been dealing with a crushing [...]

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Protected: The Metal Tray 3

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Reflections on a Lazy Sunday

I have stopped posting every day for no good reason except that I am boring, busy, and giddily involved in a new relationship where we’re being adorable for no good reason.
I mean, how interesting would “googled LP again, he’s even cooler than I thought” be?  Okay, maybe a little interesting . . .
I am dealing [...]

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