“Ten Minutes to Kiss” (Date 6)

I have floated home.  Okay, maybe not floated, but I am still beaming 3 hours after I last kissed LP.
LP works absurdly hard and right now, his schedule is insane.  He is working 7 days a week, often 18 hours a day.  Needless to say, we don’t have a lot of time to spend together.
This [...]

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On the Precipice

It’s been under a month and I am crazy about LP. To the point of being slightly obsessed with him. When I am with him, I am happy. When I think about him, I am happy. When I see a picture of him, I am happy. (I have one open [...]

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The First Night (Date 5)

LP, who had been working like mad all week and weekend and moving and being a dad, wanted to pick me up at 9 after he’d wrapped up at the office on Sunday night to show me his new house.
He was delayed and it was starting to get late. Before he arrived, after confirming [...]

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LP’s Disappearance

LP is gone, I guess. It’s been since Sunday since we’ve spoken and we have no plans for the weekend.
Over five days, I texted him twice and called him once and left a voice mail.
I am somewhat devastated that he went from hot to cold, even though he’d warned me this would happen with [...]

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BFD Returns, Again.

This started last night as a very different post.
I was thinking about BFD and how it felt to reconnect with him again this week as his girlfriend, not his friend/business partner/workout buddy/lover for the first time in months. That’s what’s been happening. He is suddenly aware again that I am here, [...]

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Crossroads and Boredom

None of this may make sense since there is no context as I have not posted the interim stuff, but for the past couple of days I have been freaking out because LP, the new guy, has gone completely silent.
After one week of constant interaction (and three dates) and a second week of [...]

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Quick Date, Long Post

I just wrote a very long post about last night’s date with LP. The long version has a 2114 word count.
The short version is we grabbed a late dinner downtown, made out in the elevator as we picked his car up from his office, and he drove me home and then returned to the [...]

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Today’s PMS Freak-Out

I have been missing LP.
I know it’s early, but I really like him. We’re very similar . . . and since I am a narcissist, well, I am kinda crazy about him.
Last week, we exchanged hundreds of texts, talked on the phone until the wee hours (including after we’d just seen each other), and [...]

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Lingering Pains

I am awake early (for me) on a Wednesday morning. I am in pain — mostly physical, but I have some heart pain this morning, too.
Last night, I went downtown for my workout with BFD. I knew he would not be there . . . he’s away on business (as usual). The [...]

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The Sick Bed

Sunday was always going to be a hard day. LP was still working, he had an important familial obligation. I was still feeling weird about our first date, so I texted him to ask if he wanted to meet for a drink later while I was going to be 2 blocks from his [...]

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