I know no one wants to hear my laments about LP, but I am so devastated about his absence. He’s texted me sporadically, but I am convinced he’s gone-gone. And I am devastated. Everywhere I look, I see his face.
I should be handling this better, but I am truly crazy about him and his [...]
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Heartbroken (LP)
Posted in break-up, frustrations, moving on, relationships on December 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
My Ugly Truth
Posted in being single, dating, moving on, romance on November 21, 2009 | 5 Comments »
The past two days have been a whirlwind and an emotional rollercoaster. I have still not fully processed everything and I still have things seared into my memory and other little moments are bubbling up to the surface.
In addition to the emotional upheaval and drama with BFD, I have been dealing with a crushing [...]
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Posted in being single, insights, loss, love, moving on, relationships on November 21, 2009 | Enter your password to view comments
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“Ten Minutes to Kiss” (Date 6)
Posted in dating, moving on on November 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have floated home. Okay, maybe not floated, but I am still beaming 3 hours after I last kissed LP.
LP works absurdly hard and right now, his schedule is insane. He is working 7 days a week, often 18 hours a day. Needless to say, we don’t have a lot of time to spend together.
This [...]
My Favorite Exes
Posted in being single, friends, insights, loss, love, moving on on October 28, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
At the end of a hideously bad day, I met W for a glass of wine at my neighborhood dive bar. It’s not a real dive bar. It’s a hipster dive bar, but I love love love it. They have excellent food (see, not a real dive bar) and I like the [...]
Lingering Pains
Posted in being single, break-up, dating, love, moving on on October 21, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I am awake early (for me) on a Wednesday morning. I am in pain — mostly physical, but I have some heart pain this morning, too.
Last night, I went downtown for my workout with BFD. I knew he would not be there . . . he’s away on business (as usual). The [...]
Miss Congeniality
Posted in being single, break-up, insights, moving on, romance on October 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am currently obsessed with my workout. Obviously. In fact, I am more obsessed with my workout than I am with BFD.
A few weeks ago, we had a new trainer start and I have “beacquaintanced” her, not quite “befriend,” but we are warm. She speaks to me before and after class, and she is always [...]
An Anniversary of Sorts
Posted in being single, insights, loss, love, moving on, relationships on October 1, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
A year ago, BFD and I exchanged email for the first time . . . for hours. It was amazing and led within days to the best first date ever.
Right now, we’re not in a good place. We may get back there, but we may not. I am still dating him, still having sex with [...]
The BP Affair — One Year Later
Posted in break-up, moving on, recovery, relationships, romance on August 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Today is one year since the start of my wildly passionate, bizarre and brief romantic relationship with my business partner BP.
In many ways, BP was the perfect first post-A relationship. He spoiled me, protected me, and wooed me. He is a cosmopolitan, erudite, successful semi-retired business man. Tall and handsome, he is a commanding presence [...]
Reflections on Date 42
Posted in being single, break-up, frustrations, moving on, relationships on July 24, 2009 | 1 Comment »
So, here’s the thing . . .
His stress and weirdness on which I am giving him a pass for another week is affecting me — and it’s making me think he’s a total asshole. In fact, I have been telling him he’s an asshole.
I am already envisioning life without him. I am already moving on. [...]
