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Heartbroken (LP)

Posted in break-up, frustrations, moving on, relationships on December 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »

I know no one wants to hear my laments about LP, but I am so devastated about his absence.  He’s texted me sporadically, but I am convinced he’s gone-gone.   And I am devastated.  Everywhere I look, I see his face.
I should be handling this better, but I am truly crazy about him and his [...]

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Weirdly Happy and Moving On. Again.

Posted in being single, break-up, insights, loss, love, relationships on December 3, 2009 | 1 Comment »

There are lots of things going wrong right now — romance, finis, your chance, finis, those ants that invaded my pants, finis — but, I am weirdly happy.
I have pms, I have stress and pressure, I am overworked, I am still relatively broke, and I could list all of the things that are wrong, and, [...]

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Protected: The Metal Tray 3

Posted in being single, insights, loss, love, moving on, relationships on November 21, 2009 | Enter your password to view comments

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Protected: The Metal Tray 2

Posted in insights, loss, love, relationships on November 21, 2009 | Enter your password to view comments

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Protected: The Metal Tray 1

Posted in loss, love, relationships on November 19, 2009 | Enter your password to view comments

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On the Precipice

Posted in dating, relationships on November 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »

It’s been under a month and I am crazy about LP. To the point of being slightly obsessed with him. When I am with him, I am happy. When I think about him, I am happy. When I see a picture of him, I am happy. (I have one open [...]

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The First Night (Date 5)

Posted in being single, dating, insights, relationships on November 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »

LP, who had been working like mad all week and weekend and moving and being a dad, wanted to pick me up at 9 after he’d wrapped up at the office on Sunday night to show me his new house.
He was delayed and it was starting to get late. Before he arrived, after confirming [...]

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The Delicate Balance

Posted in being single, dating, relationships, romance on October 14, 2009 | 2 Comments »

I am getting very excited about LP. He’s adorable, attentive, ridiculously successful, and genuinely likes me, not that he actually knows me yet, of course.
In the meantime, I still have a relationship with BFD, though strained and constrained and perhaps irrevocably broken. But, perhaps not.
LP emailed me last night on the way to [...]

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A New New New Man

Posted in being single, recovery, relationships, romance on October 12, 2009 | 2 Comments »

Things with BFD have been bad for a while.  He’s withdrawn from our relationship and I am aggravated and aggrieved.
In response, I have been shutting down emotionally and making plans to move on.
I have been worried that by sticking with BFD for so long, I may have missed the opportunity to be with someone great.
I [...]

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“My BFD”

Posted in being single, dating, relationships on October 5, 2009 | Leave a Comment »

It’s getting hard to write lately because I am incredibly busy and when I am not incredibly busy, I am spending slightly less time staring at my navel.
I am just as ego-centric, I am becoming less reflective.  This is not a positive development.
I am still sorta dating BFD, but I was traveling and then he [...]

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