Protected: We’re Done (BFD)

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An Update of Updates

It’s been like a month since BFD and I have been in this bizarre, awkward, uncomfortable not-quite-a-relationship relationship.
It’s been bad.
We’ve gone out once alone, once with friends, we’ve seen each other in our workout, and we had really fun sex.
We’ve both been traveling, but we’re not connecting at all.  He wants me to focus on [...]

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Disappointments and Forward Movements

Basically, we’re done.
We’ve been slowly killing it off, with him thinking we can rekindle once our deal concludes and his schedule slows in a couple of weeks, but we’re done.
I called him yesterday after the workout and asked him out.  He declined for work on a Saturday night.  It was legitimate, but annoying.
And I just [...]

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I Look Fly, I Look Good

Hi, y’all.  I am here, sort of.  I have been out of pocket with family fun and I feel outstanding.
BFD and I are still doing whatever bullshit we do.  I left last Wednesday with his money in my wallet and his smell on my skin.  Even after we showered together after unusually freaky morning sex, [...]

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Protected: The Break-Up, In His Words 2

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Protected: The Break-Up, In His Words 1

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Protected: A Distinct Lack of Hope

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Where I Am

I am in a surprisingly good place after all of the stress and turmoil of the week.
I feel great about me.  I look better than I have looked in years and I am getting back to being a quick-thinking, open-hearted brat.  My old personality is returning and I am feeling a renewed confidence.
There is a [...]

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Low Energy Days

When I am feeling particularly low energy, I rest.
I am fortunate to be able to make my own schedule, so I can determine if I want to push myself or wait.  This weekend, I have spent a lot of time resting.  I am in the midst of a brutally bad period — what normally takes [...]

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Crazy Days

I am using twitter rather than full blog posts because things are very busy and it’s hard to think through things enough for even my random, illogical musings.
But, there are big things happening. I have a birthday next week, which is no longer freaking me out. It’s not a big one, [...]

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