I had my most effective work day in weeks, if not longer.
I am still a bit brittle and incapable of managing through too much negativity, which, sadly, it what I am confronted with regularly.
But today was effective. I got good work done. I felt creative.
Since I have been so stressed for the past 2 months, working feels like I am encased in a gigantic fat suit. Like every step puts pressure on my knees and ankles. It’s also like walking underwater. Everything is just 5 times harder and more painful than it should be.
Today, I felt a little relief. I gave myself a break. I just focused on working. I gave W 20 minutes of counsel and it just worked. (And I may have picked up a good piece of referred business.
I am very pre-menstrual, but today I was focused and effective.
I had long talks with BP about upcoming projects and which side of the deal I will be on in BFD’s deal. I am still not holding my breath, but he said it’s 90% that he’s going to do it.
I am sort of excited about tomorrow, to see if I can keep the streak going