We broke up and I am coming to grips with what happened.

Part of me is very conflicted about the whole thing, part of me had been expecting it.

I am still raw and it’s still painful.

I don’t know how I will feel in 2 hours or 2 weeks or 2 days.

It’s not done done and we will have an ongoing relationship of sorts.

It does not feel final to me or (to him), but this is where we are.

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