It’s been like a month since BFD and I have been in this bizarre, awkward, uncomfortable not-quite-a-relationship relationship.

It’s been bad.

We’ve gone out once alone, once with friends, we’ve seen each other in our workout, and we had really fun sex.

We’ve both been traveling, but we’re not connecting at all.  He wants me to focus on business, he is focused on business, and I am bored.

I am also sad, lonely, angry, happy, energized, etc.

All of this, you can read on my twitter feed.

The difficulty in blogging is that I am not having much chance to sit and reflect on what’s happening.

Twitter, however, gives me a chance to knock out 140 characters about what’s thrilling or pissing me off at any particular moment.