I am massively pms-ing, so I just took a few minutes and reread my posts from when I met LP and when we began dating.

And, now I want to throw up.

And not in a good way.

I’ll need to explore this when I am not struggling to get downtown for a (friend) date with another guy.

There are lessons to be learned, which i should have already learned.  Instead, I repeated some of the bs with BV.

Kicking my own ass now.