I am at 115 and continuing to lose weight.
I am doing it intentionally.
I definitely look better. I also look thinner. I can tell that I do.
I am rather obsessed with my weight at the moment. I am dieting. I am calculating always what I am eating because I do not want to gain weight. I want to keep losing weight, in fact. I want to get to 112 so that 115 is my heaviest.
I was wearing a sleeveless versace blouse last yesterday — I was attending a funeral for an elegant fashionable woman, so I wore this very elegant blouse and I did have a jacket on as well. Later when, the jacket was off, I noticed I have some good shape to my arms. My friend W looked at me and “working out … or anorexia?” I asked the guys if I looked unhealthy and all of them agreed I did not. But this is about as thin as I should be. They also thought my arms look alarmingly thin, but my face does not.
So, I can clearly stand to lose 3-4 more pounds.