LP, a man still dear to me, has been in rear view mirror since he decided to move to a different coast for his career at least part time.

I started actively dating. I added a new sexual partner (GT). I moved on.

And then he had a heart attack.


He nearly died. Had he been in a car instead of in an ambulance, he would be dead.

I have too many emotions tied up in this and I have a longer post I need to write.

But his broken heart has caused him to rethink everything in his life.


Which ultimately might affect mine.

I am being present for him, but continuing on with my life and relationships.