While things with the LDF soldier on, it’s been hard in the wake of his canceled trip. We’ve committed to three trips in three months, but the first one isn’t yet scheduled.
I was feeling separate and apart from him, until last weekend when he connected with me lovingly and ardently, which helped keep me engaged.
But, I am lonely and I know my relationship with the LDF is better when he’s not the only man in my life.
Enter . . . a new guy, a welcome distraction. College-educated, he left the professional ranks for culinary school. Now he is building a little interesting business. His life is very much in transition.